BUT WERE'S YOUR HEART, I KNOW THERE'S NOTHING I CAN SAY TO CHANGE THAT PART....

[lovebecomesher]

he has no clue what is going on he dont even know i exist anymore i am nothing more then a memory a memory that dont matter that was nothing more then us just being kids in puppy love he says there will never be another chance for us to get back together i dont know what the future holds but in his eyes it dont hold me he was my everything and i thought i was his but i guess i was wrong i thought we were the perfect couple a couple that everyone would envy everyone said that we were the perfect couple and we were so cute together my parents even liked him and if you know me and my family you know that that is something big i mean my parents and my sister are very protective of me cause im the baby of the family so ya know he dont even relize what he helped me though and how much all of this has changed my life i mean i have changed soo much since he broke up with me i am a totally diffrent person in a good way ya know i mean i am more outspoken and outgoing and most of the time i tell people what i think know no second thoughts i mean thats all good and everything but i still want him bad i dont care how much i try to hate him i cant i still love him no matter what he does and what i try to do to forget him i deont know it that is good or bad i thought he was the one that completed my world and for little while he did i was the hap[piest girl ever and know well it you know me you know what im going though i know its not his fault and im totally not trying to blame him ya know but i cant help it if i still miss him and think about him and want him back i mean i probably wasnt the perfect girlfriend but at least i tried he was my first serious boyfriend i mean i dont know how to handle it ya know AT THIS I LEAVE YOU WTIH A SONG LYRIC Well is it hard understanding I'm incomplete A life that's so demanding I get so weak A love that's so demanding I can't speak

UNTIL MY HEART CAN FEEL AGAIN,
CHRISTINA