Mar 11, 2007 22:23
i feel like a really bad person right now. i feel like i tried really hard to help you and i made you ten times fucking worse. i feel really guilty.. i feel like i ruined something that i wont be able to fix. i feel like you dont think i care, but i do. so much. most of all i feel scared.. i want you to yell at me and tell me im being selfish. because i am. and yes, ana, this is about you.
i really hope im doing the right thing.
life confuses me so much i hate thinking about it. why do people hide things? am i just nosy... i really do care but sometimes that really doesnt make a difference to people. i wish it did.
i dont know what to say