i think i have a retarded heart
lets start off with another emo entry shall we?
joke.
my heart doesnt know what's right and wrong. i know whats wrong and i knew it was wrong but i still want it, why? ill never ever get that. today was hard. he looked nice. ill get use to this, i promise.
funny i havent written in this for years and im already drawing blanks. where is my mind? thats the song im listening to lol. but really.. where is it.
all i can say is whoever reads this and then continues to read my previous entries, feel free to laugh as loud as possible. i was indeed a psycho maniac weirdo, but who wasnt in middle school. i just pushed the limit of crazy. but hey thats just who i am. i dont know what im talking about im going to stop now.
joke.
my heart doesnt know what's right and wrong. i know whats wrong and i knew it was wrong but i still want it, why? ill never ever get that. today was hard. he looked nice. ill get use to this, i promise.
funny i havent written in this for years and im already drawing blanks. where is my mind? thats the song im listening to lol. but really.. where is it.
all i can say is whoever reads this and then continues to read my previous entries, feel free to laugh as loud as possible. i was indeed a psycho maniac weirdo, but who wasnt in middle school. i just pushed the limit of crazy. but hey thats just who i am. i dont know what im talking about im going to stop now.