Just When You Think I'm Lost, You Found Your Way

[loveb1tes]

Today... I guess yesterday was fun. I got to wake up next to my boy. ;) Then, we watched a little tv, threw the football around outside, went for a short-lived walk. Hmm...saw all the moos at Tammy's house (Crystal's mom). I had a blast! =) We might go back for 4th of July apparently. Crystal said we were invited. That'd be cool. I hope I get that two weeks off for vacation. *sigh* I still won't know until tomorrow, but I requested it off first... along with 2 other people. -_- I'm keeping my fingers crossed. If not, it's cool. I'll have a small get together or something. No Nate-O Potatoe though. >.< Peel-E talks way too fucking much when he's drunk. He stayed up almost all night Thursday night, and kept me up for about an hour more than I planned. I woke up cuz I got too hot, and I could hear him calling everyone on my cell last night. >.< Doh! He calls all his girl's friends, and tells them that he doesn't wanna hear if she's pregnant. Then, he calls his sisters to check if they're alive, and let them know that he loves them. OMFG! Well, Potatoe's pretty cool. I can still whoop his ass for talking smack, too. Muahahaha =)
Well, I decided to get shit done around the house... it still hasn't happened. I took a nap today while Connor was at work instead. Poor baby caught my cold. -_- He was getting hot and cold flashes, a headache, sore all over. He says that he would've got it the day before I got it though. I didn't have any symptoms then, so I can't feel bad, and it's not my fault. *sigh* He's right... but I still feel guilty. -_- I found out it was Sean's fault! He gave it to me and my dad. Rar! FerOcious! Aw well. Today's been kinda cool. I've been playing the role of mother all day. Cleaning the kitchen with Woman, folding sheets, making beds, throwing garbage away, bringing Powerade and chicken noodle soup to Connor when he was sick, etc. It's been kinda cool. B) I have those days though. Tammy asked us to clean the house though, so I did all that I could. Connor needed me, and I made him feel a little better. He just needs some more chicken soup to clear his throat (I left him with an extra can), yogurt to strengthen his immune system, fluids to flush out his system, and some Tylenol to clear the headache and fever away. I got rid of my cold in a couple days. Still gotta little bit of a sore throat, but I can manage.
Connor was saying that he's glad that all my friends seem to like him. Fuckin' A! Even Potatoe likes him, and he usually doesn't like anyone I'm hanging around with. I noticed today that my close friends have always been if-fy about every guy I've been with, which makes sense bcuz I've noticed that I've had doubts, too. I just tried to ignore them all the time, hoping shit would work itself out. -_- That never really was the case though. I also noticed that all the guys I've dated haven't exactly been the most attractive looking guys. I've always looked past appearance and seen into the depths of each guy's soul. I've seen them for who they really are. A lot of people are shallow and vain when it comes to appearance. People have to look just as good, if not better than they do in order for their relationships to work. I've never really acknowledged the fact that I'm pretty open to people, and I don't push them away. I give them a fair chance, and I know that happened sometime during middle school. I rebuilt my trust in people again. It's kinda cool to look back, and recognize all that I've achieved. I can see the person I once was, the person I am now, and the person I want to be. =)

P.S. No one's taken my lyrics quiz, and some of you didn't place songs with the artists. It makes me saddened. -_- Please try it... for me...