Well I found out.....
Well i found out and the answer is no more friendship. Its deadatleast i know now and i did give it a try to talk to her but i already knew her responce. Now ill have a heavier heart to hold a sad feeling.Now i feel deprived of all good things in life. i think i should leave both my jobs and just runaway for a good while like i have done before.I really think its the best in my intentions.being here is not what i want anymore i just want to bust out and explore what i missed these years and atleast live for a few moments more before my tragic end.may not be a spetacular endevor. but in my view from what i dreamt of that night it might be my glorious moment to shine before the fall. i shall see when it comes up sooner or later on.
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