feel so low you can't feel nothing at all.
Ahh, seriously? Tuesday = big shit. Devon ditched me, twice, Monday and Tuesday, and apparently told all of my friends that she was sick of me. My best friend is sick of me, and instead of telling me, she decides to cut me off and just not answer any of my calls. I guess we're BFFs again, but it still hurt. I'm a doormat. :( But so we all went to breakfast on Wednesdayyy! and it was fun. I accidentally skipped fourth hour, so I went to school at like noon. Wednesday and Thursday, because I skipped first hour the next day, haha. I liked having breakfast with all my buddies and just hanging out. :)
I broke up with Al on Monday, and Ryan broke up with Lauren on Tuesday, and apparently Al & Lauren were conversing, because Lauren thinks that Ryan and I are going to go out again, and both of us are just like "The fuckkk!?" According to several people, though, Ryan is willing to hook up with me again. *rolls eyes* Conversation to Devon last night: "Does Al think that me and Shelby are going to go out again?" ".. I don't know..?" "Because we're not. I'm not going to date her again. I mean, yeah, I'll hook up with her again.." Oh, there's the selling point! I can't even be mean, though, because even though he CHEATED ON ME (yeah, found that out Tuesday..) and is a constant dick, I still like him. Because I'm a masochist.
We were gonna smoke together on Saturday, and Devon said that if I hooked up with him in any form (ranging from a kiss to fucking) she was never going to talk to me again. She kept saying she didn't trust me not to hook up with him.. I guess I just don't have my own brain to be like "GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME." High or not, I'm not that retarded. But now the point is moot, because he can't hang out, haha.
And I'm sad. And I have to go.
I broke up with Al on Monday, and Ryan broke up with Lauren on Tuesday, and apparently Al & Lauren were conversing, because Lauren thinks that Ryan and I are going to go out again, and both of us are just like "The fuckkk!?" According to several people, though, Ryan is willing to hook up with me again. *rolls eyes* Conversation to Devon last night: "Does Al think that me and Shelby are going to go out again?" ".. I don't know..?" "Because we're not. I'm not going to date her again. I mean, yeah, I'll hook up with her again.." Oh, there's the selling point! I can't even be mean, though, because even though he CHEATED ON ME (yeah, found that out Tuesday..) and is a constant dick, I still like him. Because I'm a masochist.
We were gonna smoke together on Saturday, and Devon said that if I hooked up with him in any form (ranging from a kiss to fucking) she was never going to talk to me again. She kept saying she didn't trust me not to hook up with him.. I guess I just don't have my own brain to be like "GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME." High or not, I'm not that retarded. But now the point is moot, because he can't hang out, haha.
And I'm sad. And I have to go.