Nov 01, 2008 22:07
It's been more than a month, and a lot of shit has happened let me tell you.
Except I'm not going to. It's too long. Basically, homecoming weekend? Ho' shit, life changing. :D <3 First kiss (with Ryan), first fucked-up night of drunken-ness, first make-out on couch (with Ryan), first fight with Devon, and the first time I gave a guy (Ryan) a handjob. Fucked up, ain't it? A few days later, the first time I got high. It was just one fucked up week. And it's continuing even now, because I was making out with Ryan again yesterday even though he apparently LIKES SOMEONE ELSE (and every other girl, as long as she has a vagina). "Why won't you kiss me?" "I don't want to." "Why?" "Because I don't." Blahh blahhhh blahhhh. Then I said something along the lines of, "You want EVERY GIRL to." He responds, "No, I only like two." .. Do you mean the girl who has a boyfriend and yet you're screwing around with her and then.. me? Jesus, fuck me, right?
I did, anyway. .. :D