LJ- a dying breed?
hello nobody! is there anybody out there.....? hello hello hello is there anybody in there? just nod if you can hear me. ( all nod!)
soooooo. Im grumpy more often than not. it's a result of environment and personal outlook on the world.
by the way if anyone does still look at lj the one thing i HATE most is when other people try to tell me what I like, do, want, etc.
HELLO PEOPLE! i've spent most of my life since i was THIRTEEN trying to figure who i was, liked, wanted, etc. and if you disagree with me when it comes to ME, chances are you are WRONG.
what you are thinking about me when i'm dancing is not what im doing,
what ayou are thikning about me when im cooking, is not what im actually doing ( unless you are thinking , oh she's cooking. oh she's dancing)
any hidden meanings, any hidden actions or intent? might be there but i bet you have the wrong one! or the wrong reason for it or hey YOU"RE JUST WRONG.
a lot of people in my life have been acting like they know me better than me, it's like everyone in my ( daily) life is looking me in the eye and going listen kid, Steak is your favorite food, ok? which if you dont know is chocolate you really should kill yourself now.
oh plus Tanya ( deranged 34 year old once best friend/sister/mother figure ( although i wish she could have cut the crap on the mom complex) STILL isnt speaking to me
and i really dont know how i feel about the situation. at first i thought about it and was like what?! well, ok then.
but the more i think about it the more i tihkn it will suck. like what about Mickie Chicken? i paid Tim almost 400$ for med bills for that cat. is she going to keep the cat and my money? i want to let it go but IM BROKE. i cant afford to just give someone almost 400 dollars. ESPECIALLY for an animal that i dont even have. ESPECIALLY when tim makes a lot of money. it was an effort of good faith of being human of going, gee that isnt fair for tim to pay for tanya's mistake i think i'll chip in and take a kitten.
lets see what else can i rant about.
does anyone know a good accountant?1 i need someone cheap who wont dick me over.
i have to figure out with who and how to consolidate my loans and i got dicked over at work i was supposed to be under the table and then suddenly i wasnt. but i've never paid taxes so now im going to owe money. alot of money. much more money than i actually have. i also need a savings account and money to put into it. So who can help me?
oh yeah plus i'd like to meet someone attractive who knows how treat a lady like me in the bedroom.
but that's so seriously last on my list.
soooooo. Im grumpy more often than not. it's a result of environment and personal outlook on the world.
by the way if anyone does still look at lj the one thing i HATE most is when other people try to tell me what I like, do, want, etc.
HELLO PEOPLE! i've spent most of my life since i was THIRTEEN trying to figure who i was, liked, wanted, etc. and if you disagree with me when it comes to ME, chances are you are WRONG.
what you are thinking about me when i'm dancing is not what im doing,
what ayou are thikning about me when im cooking, is not what im actually doing ( unless you are thinking , oh she's cooking. oh she's dancing)
any hidden meanings, any hidden actions or intent? might be there but i bet you have the wrong one! or the wrong reason for it or hey YOU"RE JUST WRONG.
a lot of people in my life have been acting like they know me better than me, it's like everyone in my ( daily) life is looking me in the eye and going listen kid, Steak is your favorite food, ok? which if you dont know is chocolate you really should kill yourself now.
oh plus Tanya ( deranged 34 year old once best friend/sister/mother figure ( although i wish she could have cut the crap on the mom complex) STILL isnt speaking to me
and i really dont know how i feel about the situation. at first i thought about it and was like what?! well, ok then.
but the more i think about it the more i tihkn it will suck. like what about Mickie Chicken? i paid Tim almost 400$ for med bills for that cat. is she going to keep the cat and my money? i want to let it go but IM BROKE. i cant afford to just give someone almost 400 dollars. ESPECIALLY for an animal that i dont even have. ESPECIALLY when tim makes a lot of money. it was an effort of good faith of being human of going, gee that isnt fair for tim to pay for tanya's mistake i think i'll chip in and take a kitten.
lets see what else can i rant about.
does anyone know a good accountant?1 i need someone cheap who wont dick me over.
i have to figure out with who and how to consolidate my loans and i got dicked over at work i was supposed to be under the table and then suddenly i wasnt. but i've never paid taxes so now im going to owe money. alot of money. much more money than i actually have. i also need a savings account and money to put into it. So who can help me?
oh yeah plus i'd like to meet someone attractive who knows how treat a lady like me in the bedroom.
but that's so seriously last on my list.