Monday
Today i stayed home from school because i couldnt get to sleep last night i just couldnt stop crying last night i broke this kids heart and i hate how i couldnt do anything from stoping it to happen i hate how all these things work out. I HATE LIFE RIGHT NOW. i really wish that things would be all good and i didnt have mixed feeling about him AHHHH!! I kno that i love him and i dont kno why i have these weird feelings i just dont kno what to do. I am so happy that i have the friends i have because they have all helped me with this stupid promblem i hope that i can get through it and still have all my friends by me side 4 ever. I wanna go to school now to see everyone but i just dont cause i might break down and not be able to do anything but cry for what i did to him i love him so much and i hope we can get over this but i dont kno how long it will be till i can look at him again without crying my heart out for what i did to him and i will never forget how awsome a boyfriend he was I love him and will always will love him no matter what ever happens.