Apparently everything sucks
Eww I just found a fly in my drink!
I guess I should focus on the fact that I didn't drink it as opposed to the fact that I almost drank it.
Anyway, I've been awol forever so nothing new there. Again the reason isn't new. Work eats my soul.
It's not really the same since we moved. The atmosphere has gone and everyone (apart from the guy who works at the other end of the building!) is a jerk. It kinda sucks that he's the reason I go to work now.
HiH sucks ass right now. God what happened. Is this just a thing that huge communities have to go through? A whole pile of crap before you get to the good again?
But it's my birthday soon. Yay! it's not Halloween it's my birthday
My boyfriend suggested that we go away together which I think we need right now. We hardly ever get couple time together. This is why it sucks being broke and living with your parents. Recessions are shit. The only problem with that is he expects me to be the main driving force in organising this. Meaning he puts in minimal effort for planning my birthday when I put more effort than he deserves in just thinking about what to do for his let alone actually sorting it out. And I guess going away means no present. Yay! even less effort! With me it really is the thought that counts like knowing that he chose to do or get something cos he saw it and thought of me or knew it would make me happy, would mean the world to me. But he's so scared of failure or some shit he doesn't even want to just plan it and have it as a surprise like I wanted cos he's convinced I won't like it. Yes darling you have no idea who I am or what I like, I mean you've only known me for 6 and a half years. Fucking men. I despair.
I guess I should focus on the fact that I didn't drink it as opposed to the fact that I almost drank it.
Anyway, I've been awol forever so nothing new there. Again the reason isn't new. Work eats my soul.
It's not really the same since we moved. The atmosphere has gone and everyone (apart from the guy who works at the other end of the building!) is a jerk. It kinda sucks that he's the reason I go to work now.
HiH sucks ass right now. God what happened. Is this just a thing that huge communities have to go through? A whole pile of crap before you get to the good again?
But it's my birthday soon. Yay! it's not Halloween it's my birthday
My boyfriend suggested that we go away together which I think we need right now. We hardly ever get couple time together. This is why it sucks being broke and living with your parents. Recessions are shit. The only problem with that is he expects me to be the main driving force in organising this. Meaning he puts in minimal effort for planning my birthday when I put more effort than he deserves in just thinking about what to do for his let alone actually sorting it out. And I guess going away means no present. Yay! even less effort! With me it really is the thought that counts like knowing that he chose to do or get something cos he saw it and thought of me or knew it would make me happy, would mean the world to me. But he's so scared of failure or some shit he doesn't even want to just plan it and have it as a surprise like I wanted cos he's convinced I won't like it. Yes darling you have no idea who I am or what I like, I mean you've only known me for 6 and a half years. Fucking men. I despair.