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I am nervous and scared. Best case verses worse case is worlds a part. I just don't know how to handle this and I feel like I keep bothering d about it.
I would have given you everything and anything you could have ever wanted...But instead of the happiness of forever I would have given you and the love you would have given me, I am left with dialtone and questions. Maybe more.
Please let me be over reacting, please let there be a reason, please don't let this happen to me again. It just hurts so much and I hate that I put myself in this position. I am so dumb. How could I ever think anyone would really be intrested in someone like me?
I guess I will never know till I try, so tomorrow it is, I have to try, take a chance. This may be the last one.
I would have given you everything and anything you could have ever wanted...But instead of the happiness of forever I would have given you and the love you would have given me, I am left with dialtone and questions. Maybe more.
Please let me be over reacting, please let there be a reason, please don't let this happen to me again. It just hurts so much and I hate that I put myself in this position. I am so dumb. How could I ever think anyone would really be intrested in someone like me?
I guess I will never know till I try, so tomorrow it is, I have to try, take a chance. This may be the last one.