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I have been absent for too long, I'm sorry.
All the words are so jumbled in my head. I don't know where to begin.
"You got your secret..." - LBC.
I almost told, I almost let the words slip from my mouth in a moment of weakness, but I quickly pushed them back in. I don't know what made me feel the way I did to actually share the thing I have kept from everyone, even myself for years.
It is so hard, when he kisses me, when he looks like me I just feel like he is mine, but I know he isn't. I can't find the words to tell him I want him to be, I am so afraid that I will tell him how I feel and it will be over, I can't tell him how I feel because what if he doesn't feel the same.
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Oh, how I wish you were here. You have no idea how much I need you. I hate saying it, but you are part of my heart and your levelheadedness and insight always helped me. I wish I could take back all that happened and just be okay.
Secrets have always been my downfall...
All the words are so jumbled in my head. I don't know where to begin.
"You got your secret..." - LBC.
I almost told, I almost let the words slip from my mouth in a moment of weakness, but I quickly pushed them back in. I don't know what made me feel the way I did to actually share the thing I have kept from everyone, even myself for years.
It is so hard, when he kisses me, when he looks like me I just feel like he is mine, but I know he isn't. I can't find the words to tell him I want him to be, I am so afraid that I will tell him how I feel and it will be over, I can't tell him how I feel because what if he doesn't feel the same.
(New Subject Here)
Oh, how I wish you were here. You have no idea how much I need you. I hate saying it, but you are part of my heart and your levelheadedness and insight always helped me. I wish I could take back all that happened and just be okay.
Secrets have always been my downfall...