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So I was just looking through old pictures so I could gather pictures of my makeup and I looked through every folder and got really depressed.
Absolutely everything about my life is different from how it was 2-3 years ago. Some things are better and some I wish I could go back to. As happy as I am, I still feel like I am missing parts.
I miss having a best friend. Someone that I spent almost every day with, talked on the phone with about nothing, I could call if I was having a bad day, and we could have sleep overs and just watch movies and eat noodles.
It sucks. I feel like I can't trust girls because I have lost so many best friends. And by so many I mean 2.
I wish I wasn't mature, I wish I didn't have my license or a car, I wish I knew nothing about life, I wish I didn't care about things.
I miss having short hair. I really think I am going to cut it off again.
I need to lose 10 pounds and cut my hair.
I want to go back in time and stay there.
I'm really sick and I have no voice and I'm going to cry :[
remember when I would go 2 or 3 weeks without washing my hair and I could put it in a faux hawk with no product in it?
and I didn't care that it was absolutely fucking disgusting.
Remember when I was cute?
help :[
Absolutely everything about my life is different from how it was 2-3 years ago. Some things are better and some I wish I could go back to. As happy as I am, I still feel like I am missing parts.
I miss having a best friend. Someone that I spent almost every day with, talked on the phone with about nothing, I could call if I was having a bad day, and we could have sleep overs and just watch movies and eat noodles.
It sucks. I feel like I can't trust girls because I have lost so many best friends. And by so many I mean 2.
I wish I wasn't mature, I wish I didn't have my license or a car, I wish I knew nothing about life, I wish I didn't care about things.
I miss having short hair. I really think I am going to cut it off again.
I need to lose 10 pounds and cut my hair.
I want to go back in time and stay there.
I'm really sick and I have no voice and I'm going to cry :[
remember when I would go 2 or 3 weeks without washing my hair and I could put it in a faux hawk with no product in it?
and I didn't care that it was absolutely fucking disgusting.
Remember when I was cute?
help :[