Oct 25, 2007 13:42
I am being pulled in every direction. I am about to go crazy.
When I do what I am suppose to do you tell me that it's wrong and when i don't do what im supppposseee to do you tell me that I am wrong. You fucked me over on money. I have bills that need to be paid.
I cried at kohls the other day, I just can't take anymore rude customers.
You make no sense to me, you tell me that you care but when my world is falling apart you just are no where to be found. But for some reason I come crawling back to you like some stupid little love stung girl. I know you are taking advantage of the fact that I do care about you so much. And I know you don't really care that I hate the fact that you are always fucked up.
I can't wait for saturdays anymore, my weekend activities are starting to blend with me weekday activities. I absolutely positively hate math. I can't talk to anyone about anything anymore, because I never remember what I am talking about.
I fucking hate you gerardo, I saved your life and you are still an ass.
I want to go home, but I don't have a home. Same shit different place.
And mom, thanks for all your help. HA!