I Don't Know
So as im stitting here smelling my autumnal candle (pumpkin spice) listening to the jonas brothers, i cant stop thinking about someone who exited my life almost two months ago. For two years and nine months we have been in each others lives, almost everday we spent together, and then all of the sudden when i come back form my trip, he tells me 'god gave me an unrest'. well why is he thinking about that all of the sudden? why now? how come not before? I still dont understand it, almost three years together and now he's asking god if were right? wtf? everyone tells me to forget about him, but its not that easy, at all. i try so hard to not let the things he does bother me, but i cant help it. im still in love with the kid. it's not fair, when i left everything was fine, perfect, nothing was wrong ... at least not that i knew of, and he told me everything, so i would no if something was wrong. I just want to forget.