Loneliness is a friend of mine

Dec 12, 2023 00:25

I thought I had a ton of friends…

Until I stopped texting first.
Until I stopped tagging them on social media.
Until I stopped making the plans and inviting them.
Until I stopped making the effort.

It’s fucking heart wrenching.

I’m 40. When does this shit stop happening?

I have cried every day since I turned 40 because none of my close “friends” even bothered to make plans to celebrate my big birthday. Fuck them. They aren’t worth my tears but goddamn it fucking hurts.
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