Jun 25, 2006 18:03
I'm really scared to start college. two months from today, I'm moving into my all girls dorm with my two other roommates from big cities. and I'm scared to death. and I want reassurance.. I'm scared of my actual classes, from the level of difficulty to not having any friends in my classes. i'm scared of being on my own, I'm scared I'm going to sit by myself at every meal and sit in my room crying because I miss home.. I don't know how to make new friends. I haven't made new friends that I've actually met on my own in a very long, long time.
i've lived with leah her whole life, and this year we've been best friends and lived together and went to school together and went to prom together. and it's going to change and be so hard when I leave. I'm just scared of everything: no friends, the freshmen 15 (or 50), being alone, being really homesick, having no money, and basically everything you can think of.
any advice would be appreciated :/