flocks of sheep
"i've got this feeling, you're not gonna stay
it's burning within me.
the fear of losing, of slipping away,
just keeps getting closer...
whatever reason to leave that i've had,
my place is always beside you,
and i wish that i didnt need you so bad."
that makes me cry EVERY FREAKING TIME I HEAR IT. there are only 2 songs that make me cry and they're both by crappy boy bands. sigh. i think that knowing you're going to lose someone is so scary. that scares me more than..well i dont know what, but it scares me pretty bad. i can only think of 2 times when i knew beforehand that i was losing someone, and both times were horrible.
yesterday, kyler and sheldon and i cut down the bushes in our backyard, climbed over the barbed wire fence, and attempted to play with the sheep that live in the field next to our house. i was wearing shorts, which probably wasnt too smart, because now i have a hole in them where my crotch is from the fence. the sheep didnt even get near us. they just gathered up into a big group, which i thought was cute at first, and then they all started running hella fast around the field. it was so creepy. kyler decided that he wanted to herd the sheep, so he started running around the field with them, until the master sheep (well the one in the front) starting looking pissed off and charged at him. so i ran towards him and grabbed him by the shirt and told him to run, and he did, until he stepped into a big pile of sheep shit and it splashed onto his shirt and up to his hair. that just really made the whole experience complete.
i also drove yesterday :] that was really my first time actually driving. i had fun doing it, even if it was with my dad, who turned into a total asshole yesterday.oh well. im going again today, hopefully he'll be in a better mood
it's burning within me.
the fear of losing, of slipping away,
just keeps getting closer...
whatever reason to leave that i've had,
my place is always beside you,
and i wish that i didnt need you so bad."
that makes me cry EVERY FREAKING TIME I HEAR IT. there are only 2 songs that make me cry and they're both by crappy boy bands. sigh. i think that knowing you're going to lose someone is so scary. that scares me more than..well i dont know what, but it scares me pretty bad. i can only think of 2 times when i knew beforehand that i was losing someone, and both times were horrible.
yesterday, kyler and sheldon and i cut down the bushes in our backyard, climbed over the barbed wire fence, and attempted to play with the sheep that live in the field next to our house. i was wearing shorts, which probably wasnt too smart, because now i have a hole in them where my crotch is from the fence. the sheep didnt even get near us. they just gathered up into a big group, which i thought was cute at first, and then they all started running hella fast around the field. it was so creepy. kyler decided that he wanted to herd the sheep, so he started running around the field with them, until the master sheep (well the one in the front) starting looking pissed off and charged at him. so i ran towards him and grabbed him by the shirt and told him to run, and he did, until he stepped into a big pile of sheep shit and it splashed onto his shirt and up to his hair. that just really made the whole experience complete.
i also drove yesterday :] that was really my first time actually driving. i had fun doing it, even if it was with my dad, who turned into a total asshole yesterday.oh well. im going again today, hopefully he'll be in a better mood