Jan 03, 2006 17:45
*poof* I am writing! Yes Surprising!
Okay, all that had happened, Rick=Asshole. That pretty much gets that one down...
Next, I beginning to feel like I'm not trusted. With my parents, friends, everyone. I'm not looking for sympathy, or pity, or what-have-you. I'm just wanting my trust from everyone.
I have been feeling like all my senses are being taken away from me, slowly each and everyday, my heavy connections with people are falling apart. It just might be me, but, somehow I feel like I'm just not wanted around here anymore. It's sounds stupid and straight out of a soap opra, but it's true.
I think once summer comes around, I'm gonna go away for awhile. I'm gonna try to get to this summer school thing in California for fashion design, then I'm probably gonna fly to one of my Aunt's houses for the remainder of the Summer, I don't want to be here anymore.