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" There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & all the people that create it & surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but happy."
Everything's squashed and this is going to be one of those moments in life where you look back and just laugh about everything happened. Honestly, I was mad that someone snitched on me, that you were so scared you had to involve the school to end everything. It just shows that you can't handle these kind of situations yourself and you have to hide behind a wall of people in order to feel some sort of security. But all of that is in the past now, I still think you're the most pathetic person I have ever met. Seriously, a couple of weeks ago I didn't believe I could think so lowly of you after crying to me on the phone apologizing at 1AM, or the other time you apologized again, stuttering and staring down at the ground because you couldn't stand to look at me in the eye but after everything you went from pathetic to low life loser. I guess going to church did help out a bit for you, because if you tried to pull this shit on me any year EXCEPT for my senior year when I could lose my prom or graduation privileges, there's no way I would've let you get off this easy but I guess having almost everyone hate you and fearing for your life you had to RUN away is enough satisfaction.
Nevertheless, I don't regret anything that has happened. It made realize that so many more people than I could have imagined have my back when everything got out of hand and I'm so thankful for them. I really appreciate all the hugs and encouraging words :). And I bet it surprised you when you realized that I'm stronger than you think I am and I can stand up for myself, but if the time ever came I could stoop to your level and beat you at your own game.
Everything's squashed and this is going to be one of those moments in life where you look back and just laugh about everything happened. Honestly, I was mad that someone snitched on me, that you were so scared you had to involve the school to end everything. It just shows that you can't handle these kind of situations yourself and you have to hide behind a wall of people in order to feel some sort of security. But all of that is in the past now, I still think you're the most pathetic person I have ever met. Seriously, a couple of weeks ago I didn't believe I could think so lowly of you after crying to me on the phone apologizing at 1AM, or the other time you apologized again, stuttering and staring down at the ground because you couldn't stand to look at me in the eye but after everything you went from pathetic to low life loser. I guess going to church did help out a bit for you, because if you tried to pull this shit on me any year EXCEPT for my senior year when I could lose my prom or graduation privileges, there's no way I would've let you get off this easy but I guess having almost everyone hate you and fearing for your life you had to RUN away is enough satisfaction.
Nevertheless, I don't regret anything that has happened. It made realize that so many more people than I could have imagined have my back when everything got out of hand and I'm so thankful for them. I really appreciate all the hugs and encouraging words :). And I bet it surprised you when you realized that I'm stronger than you think I am and I can stand up for myself, but if the time ever came I could stoop to your level and beat you at your own game.