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you know what bugs me? how everyone thinks i have a great life, cuz im always perky. okay um no. definatly not. hah, if you think im perfect then um hah, thats just mest. i mean what so nothing bad can ever happen to me? because to me it seems like the moment im not perky, or the moment i get pissed, no one really cares. ha whatever. um yah so is there anyone there? i really don't know. would proabably help if i told someone EVERYTHING about me. but theyd get sick of hearing it. i hate talking about my issues. it annoys me and it annoys other people around me. so i guess im gunna hafta work on faking the smiles and forcing the laughs. because there will be times when i need to breakdown, but can't. idk but im starting to hate everything about me. goodness i hope this gets better. hah, enough about me, my goodness i hate talking about this, so im stopping.
xoxo
Maria
i didn't plan on all this to happen, i dont even know why
xoxo
Maria
i didn't plan on all this to happen, i dont even know why