NOT TIRED... AND IT'S LIKE TWO IN THE MORNING.

Jan 09, 2005 02:08

Life's awesome still.

This weekend I went to Cypress Fri. and Sat. We didn't go in Friday, but there was a shitload of people there. Alot of people I didn't really expect to see. Interesting. But then Saturday night we went in. We watched No Control, they played a pretty good show. Saturday Wesley picked me up from my dad's house. I went with him and some guy friends to Hooters. Sorry guys, but I really didn't see what all the fuss is about Hooters. Ehh w/e. It was interesting, for a lack of better words, hanging with Wesley. I don't know but I'm really over that and have moved on in life. Was supposed to go see White Noise with Noelle, my love, but we didn't get together early enough. I think I may go see it tomorrow with Joey. Also supposed to sleep at Danni's tonight..(meaning Sat.) but my parents are gay and divorced when I was younger so I am therefor forced to spend weekends at my father's house. Life's a bitch, what can we do about it?

School sucks, exams next week. Ewww.

Chris and Penny left for Texas Friday. I know I was not all that close to the two of them, but I was still sad they left. I really hope things work out for the best guys, and yall can come back.<3

So now there is this thing where people say I've changed. Or so I've heard people say this. May I ask how I have changed? Just because I am not what everyone else wants me to be, doesn't mean I've changed. So, yeah, I'm not what yall want me to be, I'm what I want to be. If you have a problem with that, then you obviously don't care about me. Accept me for who I am, or just don't bother. Just because two people don't find the same things interesting, or fun, doesn't mean two people are not the same, doesn't mean they can't be friends. Opposites attract right? I am, for once, extremely happy with my life and who I am. Not to mention comfortable for the first time being myself. If you can't be happy for me that I'm happy, then you don't care about me as much as you may claim. Think about what I am saying, really.

Okay, so I've briefly mentioned Joey several times. Here you go; yes, he is absolutely, completely, and totally incredible. He treats me better than a freaking princess. All he ever tries to do is make me happy, he even sacrifices his own happiness for mine. Although, I don't let him be unhappy. He is so nice to me it blows my mind. I can't comprehend why someone would be this nice to me. Not to mention we have that playfull-your-my-best-friend type relationship. It's fun..oh it is. Very random that we would be together, I know, but love comes in strange places right? I really care about him alot, and we will see what comes out of this. But hopefully it is an amazzing result. I hope to be with him as long as I can. This is a good thing, I can feel it.

I'm just living life day by day, and so far it's working out wonderfully.
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