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Nov 22, 2004 00:44

Okay, so life.. going well.

Last weekend, ehh lets see. Me and Marisa and Joey all went to the mall after school on Friday. Wow, was that someting. There was some drama going on, let me telll you. But, all is good in the end. Then Me and Marisa ended up just chilling at my house, and Creeger and Johnny came over for a bit. It was kewl. So then Saturday I went over to Joey's and we chilled at Gran's all day with his friends, went to Matt's and then back to Gran's. Marisa came over, and then my dad picked us up and we went to my father's house. Then soon as we got there, Creeger picked us up. We went to Corky's, saw Danielle, went to Fresca, then to Bryant's, then to Derrick's. I saw Wes at Derricks, felt a little odd, but it went well. Sunday, well i didn't do shit. Okay now this weekend. Friday..begining of a NINE DAY WEEKEEND. Hells yeah. Friday night, ehh yes. Went to Joey's for a bit, then to Marisa's. Shlong and Rustin came and got us and we headed off to the BM fball game. Yeah, which they lost. Losers. And my stupid self lost $20 but we scrapped some money up. So then, they dropped us off back at my father's and Jess and Daniel came and visited. Cool cool. So then Saturday, went and chylled with Joey and others. Went to Riverside, and watched the bands. Got to see Nida, Lakita, and Mike, and some other people too. Then my poor Joey wasn't feeling well after he played, so we went back to Gran's and hung out. Then got home at like 1:00am, wtf was with my parents being so cool that night? Don't know so don't ask. And today, Joey and I went to church with my fam and then went to Gran's, chylled wiht people, u know. Got home around 8ish and Dicky came and got me and we went to Dan's for a bit. Then I came home and here I am, SEVEN more days of my extended weekend. Supposibly getting my permit tomorrow, but mom is never a sure deal with that.

So anyways, I'm sick of people suddenly being so interested in my life, and my situation with boys. Like really, no one cared before, so why all of the sudden? Don't pretend like you know what is going on with me, because you don't, trust me. I have reasoning behind my actions, and i choose not to share them with everyone. Why is it necessary to share your thoughts on what i am doing in my life? If you disagree with things, then i am sorry you feel that way. I'm over caring about everyone's opinions. Really, i am. So if you could just stop judging me and my choices, i'd appreciate it greatly.Thank you come again. (This is not meant to be intended to anyone specific, just a general statement.)

You'll be given love
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it,

Maybe not from the sources
you have poured yours
maybe not from the directions
you are staring at,

Twist your head around
it's all around you
all is full of love
all around you,
All is full of love
you just aint receiving
all is full of love
your phone is off the hook
all is full of love
your doors are all shut
all is full of love!

I've been happy for the most part lately, which is really cool considering i haven't been this happy in a while. Things are just working out lately, one way or the other. My belief is that in the end, It's alllllllll good. It is guys, i promise. I've been feeling loved, and having fun. I've been feeling satisfied, feeling like i'm finding myself, finding my place. Getting back to me, ehh don't ask, hard to explain.

Okay so my dad got the Camry all fixed up for me, when i get to drive it. Kind of exciting except i'll never hear the end of how much he spent on it, even though i told him i didn't care, HE offered it to ME. This will be a scarce Christmas, my family lacks in the green department this year. Ehh, but it's the holiday spirit that makes Christmas so great, i'll be fine. I have a feeling that Thanksgiving will be entertaining this year. Full of drama, like my family always is. It's really a freaking sitcome our family gatherings. I could make money off of this, hmm consideration? Yeah money, i need some. Desperately wanting to shop lately. Not to mention, I can't drive when get my license unless i have the money to pay for my insurance, yeah so maybe Corky's because i did apply there. Or maybe, possibly, with Mike at Sun Ray Grill. I don't know but i need money. That's all, money. God i'm so poor i swear.

I'm really sick of people getting mad over stupid shit, really i am. Grow up, suck it up and move on. Don't let such little things get to you. And people hating people they don't even know, just because, i'm sorry but that is just incredibly immature and quite homo.

>>Sorry guys, i'm feeling a bit opinionated lately.

I think i'm finally figuring what i want, and what makes me happy, wow, yeah, what makes ME happy...

I love Win, although he hates me, yeah just a tad bit. I'm sorry you hate me Win..

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