common_hate

Aug 02, 2005 23:41

Bloody slayer, thought she could just have her play with me and I’d be fine. Can’t just do that to a man, well so I wasn’t exactly a man anymore but still the same deal. Just cuase I didn’t have a heart beat and I was considered of the dead doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings either. All I ever wanted was for her to accept me. Hell, she accepted him and he was a vampire too. Oh wait, I forgot Angel had a soul so that made him different. Bugger that. Doesn’t mean a damn thing, soul or no soul I loved the girl. But that’s were I draw the line, no one is going to just use me and throw me out like she does.

That’s right! I’ve had enough and I’m leaving this sodin’ town and heading someplace else. Wasn’t exactly sure where I was going at first but then it clicked in my head, how bout I head over to LA and visit a certain vampire with a soul. He need a good ass kicking for all I’m concerned. Bet you if it wasn’t for him she’d actually be with me now. Only problem is, is this bleedin’ chip they shoved up in my brain. Thing is, I found someone out in LA. Sure, they’ll be using some magic mojo that I’m not too found of but if it gets the job done then I’m all for it.

Can’t stand playing neutered puppy for much longer. Only reason why I was fighting the big bads was because they were all I could fight. Had to get my fun in somehow didn’t I? But once the chip is gone I will be free once again to do as I please. Might even end up having myself a certain slayer. Won’t tell her the chip is gone and when we are alone I’ll just latch out at her. Bet she won’t expect it one bit. Sure she already knows I can hurt her since she came back with a bit of evil up in here but she still believes I’m all for the good team since I got the chip. Course without it I wouldn’t need to be making friends with them I’d have my old life back.

My make my way down one of the alley ways in LA. Just spent some time watching Captain Forehead himself. Been spending most of my time watching him, and how pathetic does he look. Wish I could just jump on down there and show him a thing or two. But I’ll wait for that one, wouldn’t want any of his friends going after me and not being able to fight back because of the chip. Only have a few days to wait, got myself the appointment with my source. They said it should only take a few minutes and bam it’ll be gone.

Leaning up against a brick wall I pull out my pack of fags and pull one out. Lighting it up I place the pack back in my pocket. I take in the nights air for a moment when I hear something. Sounds like someone is coming, won’t they be in for a surprise.
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