Jun 02, 2005 20:36
ok im about to rant. if you dont want to hear it..then dont read.
me and my mom are still arguing nonstop. actually she is arguing..and i just sit back and take it. she is mentally abusive. alls i hear is how much of a whore i am and how fat and ugly i am. oh and how ridiculous i am b/c of all my tattoos i have. but you know that stuff honestly doesnt bother me. the only thing that bothers me is that my own mom is saying that stuff to me.
anywho. so she is trying to kick me out. and sureee id leave in an instant but i dont have a car. me and my brother share a car that is in her name. i give her 400$ a month and pay bills. so how am i suppose to save for a car? there are a few people im sure i could stay with..but its completely impossible since i dont have a car to get to work and what not.
i just dont know what to do.
i need to get out of here...because emotionally it is tearing me apart. completely tearing me apart.
there is so much more worse things to the story i dont even have the energy to type out. but you all get the point.
fuck. im so fed up and torn down. im a complete wreck because of this.