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[love_the_moor]

As the record ends,
the wine glass is almost empty
its rim smudged with lipstick so red its cliche.

Crushed under the weight of the moment,
My heart beats heavily and out of rhythm.
The silence around me is deafened by the noise in my head .
It feels too surreal to accept the madness taking over,
I want to scream what’s always on the tip of my tongue
but its absolutely no where at all.

these seconds last for hours
and I am left to reason with myself
I close my eyes and sigh.
I’m alone in my head again.