lalalala this is a dream.... right?

Mar 02, 2006 16:08

no. I don't even think I actually want to write on here. but i will because i am at work and i am bored.

I can't help but think about how Abbey feels. Empty. I know what David's like when you're alone with him. I know what it's like when David cares about you. I know he loved her more then any of us could have imagined. I knew he loved her then first time I saw them together. It was like they were so comfortable and they had only known each other for such a short time. I knew she would stick around. Any girl who has ever dated David knows what i'm talking about. That hardass exterior melts away to a softer side that not many people get the chance to expierence. So if you got to know that side of him, don't ever forget it. And don't ever forget that you meant enough to him, that he showed you. Jessie said it perfectly to me.. "I just wish Abbey could have had more time to create more memories with him." I have know David since 7th grade. I have so many memories of growing up with him... of laughing with him, of loving him, of hating him, of wanting to kick his ass, and of trying to get him to behave while drinking. My memories extend through almost an entire decade. I wish she had that. I am sure her memories are awesome, and that she wouldn't trade them for the world, I just want her to have more of them. I didn't really say much to her at the funeral, I don't know her that well. But maybe someone will read this and tell her how much all his friends love her, because she loved him. so thanks abbey and i love you david! bye.

-kd
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