May 06, 2005 03:33
whoah. so some things have changed. the house is stable. the house is good. and i love everyone in it. i miss clif. RIP clif's grandpa. been hanging out with some new people lately. funny how as summer approaches that happens. been involved in some stuff that i could have probably done without, but it will make for some interesting drama filled days and nights. and love snuck out the window and i think thats where it will stay. RIP : my heart.
give me late nights
give me friends to spend them with
give me RUM
give me carlo rossi
give me delusional self-improvement.
i hate electronics. they ruin my life.
-not really electronic, but i accidentally threw away the film spool to my Holga so now i can't load film
-someone stole the expensive battery and battery charger for my $600 digital camera.
-my imac will not recognize my new $300+ ipod and load music
i'm debating on giving up and giving in
back to 18 hour sleep days and staying up all night alone and freaking out at 4am.
the hours between 3am and 7am suck if you're alone
but really i just want to be fucking GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!