shitzzzz
why am i still awake?? i woke up at 8 am today. I've had the worst headache all fucking day.
i hate insomnia. i hate not being able to fall asleep. i fucking have been so pissy pms style the past few days. i was just trying to watch love actually with lindsey and there was this funny part and i wondered why she wasn't laughing and its cuz she was fucking asleep! i got her sick and its 6 am so i guess i can't blame her, but fuck I'm not sleepy.
i went to andrew w.k. with her the other night. We met darrell and corey there. No Motiv was playing the show so that meant Max Motiv got us in cuz he loves us and we love him, otherwise i would not have gone. i think andrew w.k. is fun but fuck 15 dollars and fuck Fitzgeralds. i hate thay place. I finally got to see No Motiv play for the first time. I alwayy miss them when they come to town. it was awesome. it made me smile. did i mention i love Max? we watched like 4 or 5 andrew w.k. songs. that guy is so amazing. But were hungry so we went to eat at jaliscience. i kept eating the chips and i wanted to stop because i was getting full so lindsey was like here i'll just pin your hands to your lap with my hands so you can't eat anymore. but i got thirsty and wanted a drink of water, so lindsey scooted the glass closer so i could take a sip from the straw, but she still had my hands pinned. a couple of minutes later I'm like i want a chip ..can you put one in my mouth and she fucking reached over to the basket without thinking and almost actually gave me one!!!sdgcjfglkfjf it was soo funny. i love her.
we decided not to move to houston and just move back in with our parents so we can save money and move to california in 6 months or less. tyler and clif are gonna be bummed/pissed about us not all getting a house together.
i got so upset earlier trying to smooth out drama shit with friends that i actually cried. i was so fucking frustrated i cried! its probably the hormomes--normally i wouldn't cry, but it sucked regardless. i didn't know you were like this and its soo soo arrgghhhh!!!rediculous. why can't you just....... whatevs (as he would say).
i hate insomnia. i hate not being able to fall asleep. i fucking have been so pissy pms style the past few days. i was just trying to watch love actually with lindsey and there was this funny part and i wondered why she wasn't laughing and its cuz she was fucking asleep! i got her sick and its 6 am so i guess i can't blame her, but fuck I'm not sleepy.
i went to andrew w.k. with her the other night. We met darrell and corey there. No Motiv was playing the show so that meant Max Motiv got us in cuz he loves us and we love him, otherwise i would not have gone. i think andrew w.k. is fun but fuck 15 dollars and fuck Fitzgeralds. i hate thay place. I finally got to see No Motiv play for the first time. I alwayy miss them when they come to town. it was awesome. it made me smile. did i mention i love Max? we watched like 4 or 5 andrew w.k. songs. that guy is so amazing. But were hungry so we went to eat at jaliscience. i kept eating the chips and i wanted to stop because i was getting full so lindsey was like here i'll just pin your hands to your lap with my hands so you can't eat anymore. but i got thirsty and wanted a drink of water, so lindsey scooted the glass closer so i could take a sip from the straw, but she still had my hands pinned. a couple of minutes later I'm like i want a chip ..can you put one in my mouth and she fucking reached over to the basket without thinking and almost actually gave me one!!!sdgcjfglkfjf it was soo funny. i love her.
we decided not to move to houston and just move back in with our parents so we can save money and move to california in 6 months or less. tyler and clif are gonna be bummed/pissed about us not all getting a house together.
i got so upset earlier trying to smooth out drama shit with friends that i actually cried. i was so fucking frustrated i cried! its probably the hormomes--normally i wouldn't cry, but it sucked regardless. i didn't know you were like this and its soo soo arrgghhhh!!!rediculous. why can't you just....... whatevs (as he would say).