if your gonna rip my heart out, would you use a knife thats dull and rusting color?
hey long time no write, depressing? i know you are. yeah my ever so interesting life has just been too busy... [and that's why my cell phone rings maybe 2 times a day and that is from my mom?] yeah whatever i am so sore right now. basketball has been "getting into shape week" cuz season starts in exactly one week, yeessss. excitement? sort of. i am not looking forward to going from school to basketball then to lacrosse until 6:30. damn i'm gonna be the buffest in shape person ever with rock hard abs. school is pretty boring, we got progress reports today; 5 a's 1 b. i need to bring up my chemistry grade. which i bet you think i'm a dumb ass cuz my mom is a chemistry teacher but i just need to turn in work that's all. mm dad's home with my food. score. we are taking the cba [aka crappy as shit boring assessment] in english yeah it stinks but oh well. um math test today blowed the big one. jeff was really mean to me in the hallway talking about kids. hmm i really can't think of anything really important. went to kansas this weekend that was fun i love the cold weather but it actually got cold today so maybe houston does have a fall? hmm we went to la hacienda today it was awesome good times good times, dynomight. yeah with the hot waiter who broke my heart and the b.e.t. music videos and the 21 year olds hitting on us and staring at lucie's butt. it was gross yeah anyways. we were doing our warmup lap in lacrosse and jamie hit my foot "accidently" lol and i face planted it into the grass and i was at the front so everyone saw me. it was great. i still need a homecoming date but i am starting to think that i should go alone. yeah well nothing really is new with me. school stinks, you can't walk 4 feet without seeing couples, it ruins my day. but whatever floats everyones boat. the homecoming nominees suck, sophmores need to grow up and take it seriously that just totally pisses me off. whatever life is sometimes depressing but then the good moments keep me loving it. well gotta go write more later. xoxo <33 Sarah