Son of a bitch. I have finally learned something in school.
From the stated above, I find it unbelieveable that from 9 years of school, I have learned something. But it just happened within the last five minutes, so I'm afraid it may not be highly useful.
It's funny how you can be friends with someone--like, very very good friends-- in the summer, but come school time or, perhaps, six or seven months later, they find it necessary to almost ignore you when they sit next to you for a quite a while. Wow. I have bad luck with friends. But it just goes to show you that some people should not be known too well. I don't know if that makes sense, but I get it. And that's what matters, I think.
Now to what I've learned(if you haven't figured it out yet): picking your best friends in life is the most difficult thing I find that I may have to go through. SATs my ass.
I may as well just shut up from now on. Not talk to anyone. Not make any friends. Because honestly, I don't see the point anymore. There's about five people I really trust, but now I think I may have to lower that and watch what I tell people. I don't think I'm a bad person, so I don't think I have driven this person away or possibly made them angry. I constantly feel alone, and I now realize that no one could understand. But I wish someone could.
Another thing. It's interesting how people will falsely change their views on you suddenly because of what someone else has done. Let me explain. Just because someone pisses you off you don't become friends with someone else more or like them more. That's pretty, er, dumb.
This causes me not to be able to trust anyone. But then again, I knew this already.
Today something weird happened. But I will only be telling two people. My journal, and a human being who shall not be mentioned here.
The End.
P.S. Keep the dram alive.
It's funny how you can be friends with someone--like, very very good friends-- in the summer, but come school time or, perhaps, six or seven months later, they find it necessary to almost ignore you when they sit next to you for a quite a while. Wow. I have bad luck with friends. But it just goes to show you that some people should not be known too well. I don't know if that makes sense, but I get it. And that's what matters, I think.
Now to what I've learned(if you haven't figured it out yet): picking your best friends in life is the most difficult thing I find that I may have to go through. SATs my ass.
I may as well just shut up from now on. Not talk to anyone. Not make any friends. Because honestly, I don't see the point anymore. There's about five people I really trust, but now I think I may have to lower that and watch what I tell people. I don't think I'm a bad person, so I don't think I have driven this person away or possibly made them angry. I constantly feel alone, and I now realize that no one could understand. But I wish someone could.
Another thing. It's interesting how people will falsely change their views on you suddenly because of what someone else has done. Let me explain. Just because someone pisses you off you don't become friends with someone else more or like them more. That's pretty, er, dumb.
This causes me not to be able to trust anyone. But then again, I knew this already.
Today something weird happened. But I will only be telling two people. My journal, and a human being who shall not be mentioned here.
The End.
P.S. Keep the dram alive.