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holy shit i'm single and i couldn't be more happy.
actually, i take that back, i could, but we're not going there.
for some reason i got this whole new light, like spring and summer are going to be my new beginning, for everything.
i think actually might be over him, SORTA.
its like i'm not sad all the time, i still think about him a lot, but its not drastically like nooooooooo saddddd.
its like ahhhhh its going to be okay.
i mean, i think i've reached the point where i just have to find someone new that i won't compare him to and it will all be good.
i'm not like all depressed about it anymore, i'm always going to love/care about him, but now i feel like i can take a deep breath
and like theres a weight lifted off my shoulders
so basically, i'm over it, i'm over being sad about it
i'm going to think about him since i care about him but its going to be okayyyy :)
YAY FOR FUCKING SUMMER TOO.
yesssssss, it was so warm yesterday it was like a trick though, nature was giving us an amazing preview of summer, like come on it even smelled like summer.
I LOVE IT.
actually, i take that back, i could, but we're not going there.
for some reason i got this whole new light, like spring and summer are going to be my new beginning, for everything.
i think actually might be over him, SORTA.
its like i'm not sad all the time, i still think about him a lot, but its not drastically like nooooooooo saddddd.
its like ahhhhh its going to be okay.
i mean, i think i've reached the point where i just have to find someone new that i won't compare him to and it will all be good.
i'm not like all depressed about it anymore, i'm always going to love/care about him, but now i feel like i can take a deep breath
and like theres a weight lifted off my shoulders
so basically, i'm over it, i'm over being sad about it
i'm going to think about him since i care about him but its going to be okayyyy :)
YAY FOR FUCKING SUMMER TOO.
yesssssss, it was so warm yesterday it was like a trick though, nature was giving us an amazing preview of summer, like come on it even smelled like summer.
I LOVE IT.