seriously..FUCK YOU DAD!
leaving my mom for 8 days doesnt help. not being able to see my cuzin that i havent seen in about 6 years doesnt help. looking forward to the beach for about a month and finding out a week later that im not going doesnt help. going to ohio with the biggest asshole and driving for 9 hours doesnt help. staying with my dick ass uncle on his in the middle of nowhere place doesnt help. finding out that im probley not going to be doing anything considering my dad told my uncle that i wasnt coming so he decided to hire other guys plus my dad to help him with his house doesnt help. going to a family reunion with a bunch of old weird hill billies doesnt help. worst of all..i'll be away from all my friends. wat the hell is wrong with me?? i shouldnt have made that call to my dad tuesday night then maybe i coulda just stayed home and relaxed and chilled with my mom and be happy without getting yelled at soo much by my stupid asshole father! i just wanna go home.. :-(
i miss dustii
i miss chris
i miss karen..she doesnt even know im gone.
i miss everyone.
most of all..i miss my mom.