tonight its worse
so my mom freaked out on me last night.
she told me that she had all of these dreams for me and that i blew them.
and then she told me that she didnt want to be my mom anymore.
i hate her, but that was hard.
then she screamed at my dad and left the house.
my dad said he was suprised she didnt kill herself when she came home.
she told my dad that last night would be her last night in our house.
my mom needs help. i dont know what the hell is wrong with her.
i want to help her but i cant keep dedicating my entire life to making her feel better.
just like she said, im done with this. you dont have to worry about me being around anymore.