Oct 05, 2011 01:05
i don't know how to explain my exhaustion. for one, i'm having what might quite possibly be my heaviest period ever. secondly, i'm at the second last week of the most intensive sem at uni yet. all sem long, i've been having nonstop, incessant deadlines. i've been having multiple deadlines every week. it feels like each time i hand in an assignment, i get another. and it's just such a horrible pattern. i really don't know how i made it through thus far. if it isn't grace, then i don't know what it can possibly be.
it's the last two weeks of uni, i just submitted two design projects today, received one more design assignment and will receive another tomorrow. they're both due next week, alongside an essay plan of a final making meanings essay. my drama production is also due next week.
“What texts do is offer roles, and offer them to you as if you already fill them” (Thwaites et al., 2002: 162); “Texts can offer roles that seem so commonsensical it may seem hard to conceive of doing otherwise” (Thwaites et al., 2002: 162).
maybe that is what has been happening to me all my life.
gotta hang on. thank God he's being so understanding and supportive through it all. he even bought me a river cruise ticket to surprise me cos he didn't want me to regret not going! except that i'd made other plans already so i guess i gotta try getting a refund tomorrow..