Sep 14, 2006 12:32
my name is retha.
i haven't posted on here in a long time because i forgot about it.
a lot has changed.
me and sarah broke up, and i never thought i'd say it.. but it was for the best.
she is happy, and yes... i am very happy too now.
i really seriously wish her the best, and i am glad that we parted ways.
it opened up a lot of shit in my life.
i learned a lot from it.. and it sucks that it had to something so dramatic to change it.
i am living life for me now.
i don't lie anymore, because i really don't care how people feel.. and if they don't like me for me.. then i don't need to be around them.
i have met like 100 new people at college. shelley has made my life rule recently, and then there is sam.. and i can tell that we will rule. and i have rekindled me and christens friendship... that was long overdue. i love her to death.
i love college and college life.
and i love to get drunk, and i love to see christen drunk. and i like to spill beer and be compltely happy.
because i am completely happy.
there will always be a spot for sarah in my heart... because as a person, i do care for her even if i am not in love with her anymore. but my new life has begun.. and i am loving every minute of it. i'm putting my past behind me and moving on to better things.