May 22, 2008 21:28
i lay here, the hardest wooden floor, aching growing inside me. trapped in a box of heat, cant open the windows to let the breeze in to save me. or the mosquitos might come in and bite my babies..but not me. i have bad blood in me.
it seems to me that i have had a revelation in the last few months, i guess the beginning of this year.
i forgot what i was going to say. maybe im just trippin out....
oh yeah, now i remember.
so it seems that i have this love hate relationship with everyone and everything in my life. its pretty fustrating. things i thought i once loved, adored, or even admired, now annoy me, and i cant stand to be around those things, these people.
i wonder what a psychiatrist would say about that one. i wonder what angelica would say. oh wise angelica enlighten my little heart.
fudge cakes. something flew into my eye and now im blind.
peace out beazies