and they call it puppy love
wheres john when i need him, oh yeah school..well i need someone to rub lotion on my back and shoulders and butt and arms because im burnt..my body isnt red it just hurts like a bitch,
so life has changed a lot in the past few weeks. i work at the Southpark Hollister now with my boyfriend( yes we'll get into that later) and amazing friends of mine..like Mjizzle,Johnny 5, Gwen, and Josh.
ok the boyfriend thing..me and Patrick broke up, Neither one of us had time or money to drive 45 minutes 2 see each other for an hour. But it worked out for the best because were still friends and we will be hanging out today...so onto the good news..
Finally:
i know youve all been waiting for it, me and John actaully go out now, for the first time were Boyfriend/Girlfriend. This is long overdue. Nothing really feels different because we've always been bestfriends but we just spend a lot more time together. but at least everyone wont have to deal with our drama ne more... i must say i was very excited when it happend..this gave me and Robin the rush to steal a bottle of wine and I tired a digital camera but I didnt get it.
oh yeah almost forget me and robin are friends again which is good..but for some reason this pisses Lindsay off, which is not good. why cant everyone just get along. Lindsay is my best friend but she has no reason to not like robin and she admits she doesnt like her and that theres no reason for it..so wtf? I dunno but I love you both
they just played Of Montreal on MTV! im stoked...
so i had a panic attack in the tanning bed yesterday it was awful, i thought about a story patrick told me about a girl that fried her insides by going to the tanning bed to much, which is probley untrue, and ive only gone 2 days in like 6 to 8 months but then i realized how small the tanning bed was and my heart started beating fast and i couldnt breath..i know half of all my panic attacks i bring on myself but sometimes i just cant help it. so i got out early and tired to put my clothes on but i could only get my pants and my tank top i threw everything else in my purse even though it was 30 degrees outside, i walked out and i told lindsay i didnt feel that well even though i thought i was dying and i was gonna have to go to the hospital. neways i walked outside and passed out on the cement so lindsay ran and got me water and i couldnt keep my eyes open for more than 2 seconds at a time...neways it passed and im ok..you guys can stop crying now.
this weekend i plan on getting very messed up, but dont worry theres a good reason for this,, a few of you know what i mean..so im going to my eye doctor appointment.
LATER BOYS AND GIRLS