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ive never felt so alone. with all these people around me who love and care about me..the one i want is gone. i hate driving home and the littlest reminder pops into my head and i start to break down and cry. this pain will never go away. i just want to stop crying. nothing can ever go back to what it was. i just want that feeling again and last night as i layed in bed watching Forest Gump it hit me..what if i never find someone like that again..i dont want to be alone anymore. i want that feeling again. id do anything to have that feeling again.