Oct 06, 2005 14:30
why can't people be happy anymore? damn. well, what hell is wrong with me anyway?
dumbass maneuvers of the day:
#1: boys that came over in secret, aren't so secret anymore.
#2: poured my heart out, to an old friend. told her how much i missed her. now, she's acting like i used to. people hurt.
i want everyone to be where i am in life.
i want to act like myself. always. to everyone.
i hate being shy. or whatever the hell my equivalent of that is.
i want to not care.
i want to find my do's and dont's list.
i've ditched everyone one too many times.
NOW i want yang garden. god dammit.