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Here do you all really want to know why i haven't wanted to talk to you all... I don't want you all to see me like this.. I don't want you to see me crazy, and wishing to die.. idon't want any of my friends to see that.. I love you guys too much.... The biggest thing that I have learned is that OLD HABITS DIE HARD, and mine haven't died yet... Yes I am admitting it I have cut recently.. But only once, and I really know that I am done this time... Do you really think that I want to talk to you all and not tell you this.. So I just don't talk to anybody... I don't even call Jamie that much because I am so afraid that she will be disappointed in me... Yes! I don't want any of you to be disappointed in me....
Amanda, I am not sure if you will read this or not but hunnie I am so sorry. I can't believe that I meesed up this bad this time. I am sorry.. If you can ever forgive me so be it, but if not I get that too....
Well, let me go back to my hell on earth....
Just a littl einsight I love my HP friends you guys are the best!
He makes me see life through his eyes.. He makes me smile and cry at the same time.. When he loks at me I feel weak in the knees. What is it?... When I met him I knew he was different... When i talked to him I knew it was him.. When he hugged me I felt like it was reoccuring... He reminds me of Scott.. The scary realities you find in life... Why does Baby Boi remind me of Scott