complicated.
a certain someone and another certain someone came over on new years eve. both of the certain someones like me
and i sort of
i dunno
well anyways
theres a certain some one "A" and a certain some one "B"
they sort of kind of had an arguement about me
and the certain some one "A" that i like more than the certain someone "B" told me that he couldnt be with me because he didnt want to hurt certain someone "B" because certain comeone "B" still likes/liked me(i find this out as they are driving home and certain someone "A" leaves me a voicemail). so i called certain someone "B" (knowing he was with certain someone "A") and said that i was sorry...and we sorted things out. then he made me choose between him and certain someone "A" it was horrible to the point where i was like crying...and so i chose certain someone "A" and certain someone "B" says hes okay with it and were still friends. certain someone "A" was the one that was supposed to come over for a hang out and a new years kiss. Certain someone "B" was his ride. certain someone "B" had no one to kiss and the whole time all he could do was sit alone talking on the phone. of course i felt horrible and i couldnt believe what i just did. i still feel bad. i really like certain someone "A" and just really hope that i can be with certain someone "A" and still be friendly with certain someone "B" without him getting mad everytime he hears that me and certain someone "A" had another date.
so complicateddddddd
wow
i hope whoever even wants to know what i meant figured out what i was trying to say...
but
i
<3
Chris.
and i sort of
i dunno
well anyways
theres a certain some one "A" and a certain some one "B"
they sort of kind of had an arguement about me
and the certain some one "A" that i like more than the certain someone "B" told me that he couldnt be with me because he didnt want to hurt certain someone "B" because certain comeone "B" still likes/liked me(i find this out as they are driving home and certain someone "A" leaves me a voicemail). so i called certain someone "B" (knowing he was with certain someone "A") and said that i was sorry...and we sorted things out. then he made me choose between him and certain someone "A" it was horrible to the point where i was like crying...and so i chose certain someone "A" and certain someone "B" says hes okay with it and were still friends. certain someone "A" was the one that was supposed to come over for a hang out and a new years kiss. Certain someone "B" was his ride. certain someone "B" had no one to kiss and the whole time all he could do was sit alone talking on the phone. of course i felt horrible and i couldnt believe what i just did. i still feel bad. i really like certain someone "A" and just really hope that i can be with certain someone "A" and still be friendly with certain someone "B" without him getting mad everytime he hears that me and certain someone "A" had another date.
so complicateddddddd
wow
i hope whoever even wants to know what i meant figured out what i was trying to say...
but
i
<3
Chris.