Sep 15, 2004 18:13
You know whats something I wish I could change about myself...The fact that when i'm sad about something really lame like...my computers moving slow,my cell phones being a dick,my moms pissing me off, the posotive energy that everyone presents up here...the only thing I can think is I HATE MY LIFE! and then I think about ugly people and then all the sudden life seems much better...I take comfort in seeing people that are ugly....not people with cancer or some mental illness...UGLY PEOPLE
Today I was feeling a little low...saw some ugly people and presto im back on my high horse...something I wish I could change....thought it was an insecurity thing but then I realized its like choclate ice cream to depressed women...meh
...As well I think alot of people are pretty...I dont really know to many ugly people...At first I
Emily called me today said she tried to call me about ten times and never got through that makes me angry...I was angry before I got online and now im not Emily only you would kinow the answer to this riddle....
*shakes head* ugly people.
Im still freezing I realized when you go down the stairs where im staying, it drops like 5 degrees...I think the only reason I took the bottom floor was cause I have all the things I need down here computer, tv,bathroom....and no one to bug me....I find that when im upstairs im all smiles and yes and no thank yous....When I get down stairs im more repulsive then usual...I constantly swear I act like a little boy...I even ripped ass on megan....
Im anaylizing to to much.
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