all i have to says life is wicked fucking gay and so arent guys!!!!!!
Sometimes I sit at home & wonder how itd be if he loved me *truly* loved me I learned awhile ago that kind of thing never happens for me so I go around & just pretend loves not for me I play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh they wont see that Im suffering dont want them to think the pain runs deep Lord knows its killing me so I put on my make-up put a smile on my face & if anyone asks me everythings okay im laughing cause no one knows the jokes on me cause Im dying inside with my pride & a smile on my face sometimes I sit at home by the phone hoping he might call but he dont call but then I realize dreams come true but not for girls like me so I go around with my head up like it aint no thing its not a easy thing to do sometimes its hard to face the truth what else can I do if he dont love me & he dont want me...
Do you ever think about me? Do you ever cry yourself to sleep? In the middle of the night when you awake? Are you calling out for me? Do you ever reminisce? I cant believe Im acting like this do you ever ask about me? Everytime the phone rings...Do you wish it was me callin you? Do you still feel the same? Or has time put out the flame? I miss you is everything ok? Its hard enough just passing the time when I cant seem to get you off my mind & where is the good in goodbye?
Love is that never want to let you go hold onto you forever feeling. The feeling of smiling all the time & not knowing why the feeling like nothing could ever possibly bring you down not today. Love is that Ill love you forever if you let me feeling, the feeling like you would die if he let you go. The feeling of running into his arms & letting him hold you forever. All the hugs & all the kisses are running thru your mind all the laughs & all the tears come rushing back & for even just one moment everything feels perfect.
Lately I been thinking about all the things we been going through and how you break my heart
Do you ever think about me? Do you ever cry yourself to sleep? In the middle of the night when you awake? Are you calling out for me? Do you ever reminisce? I cant believe Im acting like this do you ever ask about me? Everytime the phone rings...Do you wish it was me callin you? Do you still feel the same? Or has time put out the flame? I miss you is everything ok? Its hard enough just passing the time when I cant seem to get you off my mind & where is the good in goodbye?
Love is that never want to let you go hold onto you forever feeling. The feeling of smiling all the time & not knowing why the feeling like nothing could ever possibly bring you down not today. Love is that Ill love you forever if you let me feeling, the feeling like you would die if he let you go. The feeling of running into his arms & letting him hold you forever. All the hugs & all the kisses are running thru your mind all the laughs & all the tears come rushing back & for even just one moment everything feels perfect.
Lately I been thinking about all the things we been going through and how you break my heart