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i change. but i don't think that before this moment i have ever realized how much i change in a year or in nineteen years. i wonder how other people internally change. the things that happen to them that no one else notices, i wonder about those. i wonder what they think about themselves. i wonder if i am really as insane as i think, or if everyone is just as crazy and sad and lost as i am. i know there are universal feelings, but i never think about that. i feel like i am a pretty self-centered person. i don't like that about me. i think a lot about how things make me feel...like art for example, anything. but i rarely wonder how it affects another person, anyone. i am self-centered in that respect.