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Well, all I can say is that it's been a long two weeks. I don't even know where to start to begin to type it all out. I want to, but it seems like it won't come. I'm sorry my posts probably never hold you, and you probably just skim over them thinking "wow, this is pretty boring." It's just I'm not good with getting out things with writing. I have no one to tell though.
So here goes...
I've been on anti-depressants for almost two weeks now. I didn't even know I was depressed. I still don't think I am. I do, well did, have anxiety attacks.
Okay, this isn't what I want to talk about. This is.
If I could take you away
Pretend I was queen
What would you say
Would you think I'm unreal
'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Want to be your everything
Everything...
Everything's falling, and I am included in that
Oh, how I try to be just okay
Yeah, but all I ever really wanted
Was a little piece of you
And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Everything will be alright
If you just stay the night
Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away
Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away
And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
I want to be your love, love, love
I'm listening to that song. It reminds me of Chris, and Daniel. Both of them I cannot wait to see. Today in photography while we were in the darkroom Megan and I had this great conversation about boyfriends, and falling in love, and I told her about Daniel. I realized what a COMPLETE idiot I had been. Daniel was everything I've wanted, and what I want now. And I can't believe I left him for NOTHING with Heath.
I remember the first night we got together, and we just took walks and talked. I remember as we were going around a corner he grabbed my hand, my heart stopped...along with my brain, and I asked him what he was doing, and he just simply said "I don't know, but it feels right." I melted right there.
Later on he told me that I had the most beautiful eyes he'd ever seen, and that since there was a full moon that night that we were supposed to be, even though I was worried because of Heath. And now I feel bad, I hardly even spoke to him the last time I saw him, and now I'd do anything to hold his hand right now. Good job Annabel, huh?! I probably won't see him until the middle of February...I seriously cannot wait! And he better be there!
Oh well.
So here goes...
I've been on anti-depressants for almost two weeks now. I didn't even know I was depressed. I still don't think I am. I do, well did, have anxiety attacks.
Okay, this isn't what I want to talk about. This is.
If I could take you away
Pretend I was queen
What would you say
Would you think I'm unreal
'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Want to be your everything
Everything...
Everything's falling, and I am included in that
Oh, how I try to be just okay
Yeah, but all I ever really wanted
Was a little piece of you
And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Everything will be alright
If you just stay the night
Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away
Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away
And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
I want to be your love, love, love
I'm listening to that song. It reminds me of Chris, and Daniel. Both of them I cannot wait to see. Today in photography while we were in the darkroom Megan and I had this great conversation about boyfriends, and falling in love, and I told her about Daniel. I realized what a COMPLETE idiot I had been. Daniel was everything I've wanted, and what I want now. And I can't believe I left him for NOTHING with Heath.
I remember the first night we got together, and we just took walks and talked. I remember as we were going around a corner he grabbed my hand, my heart stopped...along with my brain, and I asked him what he was doing, and he just simply said "I don't know, but it feels right." I melted right there.
Later on he told me that I had the most beautiful eyes he'd ever seen, and that since there was a full moon that night that we were supposed to be, even though I was worried because of Heath. And now I feel bad, I hardly even spoke to him the last time I saw him, and now I'd do anything to hold his hand right now. Good job Annabel, huh?! I probably won't see him until the middle of February...I seriously cannot wait! And he better be there!
Oh well.