I'm a fucked up selfish control freak

Oct 23, 2010 16:11

One thing I've been constantly thinking about lately is how I want to be happy already and have my dream job.

I wanna be a music blogger. I could even submit this Livejournal as my resume. Sometimes after I write a lj entry, I read over it and think, "Wtfz? Do I work for this band?" or "Wtfz? What am I, an album reviewer?"

or

I wanna make music for a fucking living. I wanna sit in a room with instruments all around me and make madd dope beatz. I'd imagine I'd be like a musical equivalent of a mad scientist in a white lab coat with a frizzy pointy hairstyle. I'd be a solo artist cause I'm a fucked up selfish control freak when it comes to making music.
I want to wake up every morning and be excited to go to work. The only way that'll happen is if making music is my job.
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