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Oct 06, 2003 21:21

I don't even believe in Miracles..

No more, and there is nothing that would change my feelings for believing in miracles.

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i_celebrate_me October 7 2003, 06:03:15 UTC

why not?

love_laugh_live October 7 2003, 18:05:17 UTC

How would u feel, if ur grandfather died, a week before ur 16th birthday.. EXACTLY, one week before.. how would u feel?

Thoughts to think about... i_celebrate_me October 7 2003, 18:18:37 UTC

I understand completely how you feel and everything. I would feel terrible too, but hey, in a life, there is always beginning and the ending almost like a novel... there is nothing before and after but only in the pages of the book. Hey... don't dwell on this thing for the rest of your life... remember the good things that happened between u both... that is what you should cherish the most! One of the biggest mistakes people make is when somebody who they love dies, they always dwell on it the rest of their lives and the result of this is... depression which is sumthing u don't want, rite?

Bottom line... There is always miracles, but it didn't happened at this moment... perhaps cuz it was time for your grandfather to die.

Re: Thoughts to think about... love_laugh_live October 7 2003, 18:25:00 UTC

Of course, he wanted to die, and I understood completely, but, after his death, I didn't want to celebrate my birthday, because, in honor of my grandfather, he was the one who made my day when it came to my birthday or christmas, or valentine's day... I was at track game, on my birthday, and did not celebrate my sweet 16, which became in sour 16.

It was hell, because, when I was at Golden Corral with three other friends, who came to celebrate my birthday a week before April 2nd... My parents came to the restaurant, and I knew from there, that he died. But, on the day I celebrated with my friends. Of course, I was pissed, but, after realizing, what have I gone through all of my life, my grandfather's death was the worst.

So, I don't ever believe in birthdays and miracles...

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simply_maggy October 7 2003, 18:53:08 UTC

What i understand from u is that you dont believe in miracles but what abt fates? You really cant reject the miracles. You gotta to unexpect the miracles... It comes out of the blue, and its sometimes amazing or terrify. Thats the thing that really bother me...I understand ur point abt ur grandfather but its not a miracle to me... Can u clear that up please? Thanks...

love_laugh_live October 8 2003, 03:04:55 UTC

Okay, a miracle, to me, is when someone born, in my opinion.

My grandfather died a week before, I became 16.. 16 years ago, I was born.

Comprende?

simply_maggy October 15 2003, 18:30:58 UTC

Excuse me can u define this, Comprende? I dont know what it means... Well, everybody has different opinions of definition the miracle.