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I got my hair done yesterday. i paid $50!! lesson learned! well, they cut my hair a bit with style, so i guess that was the price. i have been told not to wash my hair every 4 days or so, and not to put gel on it, unless i'm planning to use hats for the rest of my life. hair looked good. got compliments. :) i had my transcripts handed to me before that (GMU) ,...and i hope the rest of the transcripts will get here on time so i can turn the DPT application on time before the 15th.
i interviewed my supervisor as planned, and had fun at the internship after that, dropping bombs of words on the kids for them to spell right. the other site was quiet and staff were watching Star WarsIII. i had never seen it before (the entire series that is), so it was interesting to learn of what it was all about. but at the end, it was pointless! to me. when another staff came in so that the other two would leave, i sat with the new one talking about his other work and how he's dealing with so many of his entertaining patients. his favorite TV show had finished the week before, so we kept talking till it was time to go around 9pm. it was FREEZING out side!!!
i had planned to get to bed rightaway when i arrived home, but somehow it never happens. i watched Boston Legal and then Sex & the City and dozed off on the couch. mom& dad were also gone on the couch. i think this is jsut becoming such a bad habit. mom has developed this muscle ache for which she put this thermal thingy on, and she still spends most of the night on the couch. i dont even want to talk about dad. but anyway, i turned the TV off and woke them up so they'd go to bed. i fell asleep very soon after i woke my sis up for her to do her studying and HW (she wakes up around midnight, usually, and spends the rest of the morning on her studies. i hope she's serious about it as i hope she is. bc there's cable, and she'd be @ the living room and there's no one to see if she actually does HW or watch TV.) Lord, you know what really happens. please open the eyes of her heart so that she will do the right things for her own good, not to please mom & dad or anyone else?
today, after work, i went to the nail salon and got french manecure,...which looked weird at first, but my friends thought it looked pretty. and after i washed my hands, i saw that they were ight :)got to school, met D at lunch and talked about guys and their egos! we have this saying in our country: "a child whose mom has died and a child whose mom has gone shopping will cry the same" (translated as best as i could). D broke up w/ her almost fiance a few weeks ago, and i had a crush on this guy at work, with whom any kind of relationship is impossible anyway, ... go figure.
i had to have my portrait taken for graduation today, and i swallowed my discomfort till i was done. i hope it turns out good. i never really appreciate my own pictures.
i did my site eval for my internship class, and eventhough there's an overdue paper i have to do with the hour that's left till class,...i'm here writing this, at the library, sitting w/ D. shes reading her own book for a paper. i dont feel anyhting right now.
Things to do:
1. finish assembling all materials required for the application atleast by Monday,
2. make a copy of the invitation letter to go overseas for Grams
3. write the research presentation in a coherent manner.
4. come up w/ at least one different Question for the interview w/ Lori
5. look for whatever mom said she lost. it's a paper with some sort of balance to some account?
Random things:
1. i havent talked to S or Y in so long. i wonder what happened. i'm sure they'll be fine, but still.
2. i like our sunday night family meeting. i'm not as bitter towards dad anymore, i think.
3. i feel like i need to get out on my own for grad school. against that idea is everone's advice to take advantage of the willingness of my family to help.
4. i know God loves me, but i dont think i believe it enough. Lord please help me?
5. i want to spend more time with God, that the nightly "our father".
6. i might have to highlight points in "Captvating"
7. i dont know how, but so much weight needs to be lost before the end of next semester.
well, i better get to class...