May 30, 2005 21:10
ok went up north this weekend and got in SUCH A BETTER MOOD wow. but i got home, and i just dont feel good any more...
for some reason i dont feel like i fit in at all here, like i have friends.. but not great friends at least it doesnt feel like it and some of my friends, it doesnt seem like they like me all thatt much. i dont know whattt to think anymore. i think im a bitch, and im sorrie if i am to anyone, very sorrie. i feel as if i was liked a lot more in the beginning of the year and i dont really know where i went wrong.
---im going to be such a loner when Hailie, Alli, Schanee and everyone else goes off to northern. ---
wow really sad.
i love you timothy. <3